Just to let you know, I am participating in NaNoWriMo or National Novel Writing Month.

It just started today, and I'm already 556 word into it. To "win" you have to write 50,000 words or more.

So with that I just want to say sorry if I don't post anything. I have so many pictures to post, but I'll be busy writing my novel.

Wish me luck, and if you want to participate the site is Nanowrimo.org.

Best Wishes

HA BISKY!!!

Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[/] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[/] I have piercing in places besides my ears. [had a pierced lip]
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles


Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.)
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a star.
[ ] I've wished on a star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [Love It]
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same .
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher. )
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light. [a friend of mine did when I was in the car]
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested. [came close though]

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten drugs.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.[I used to be]
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I've been to funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books. [I would like to]
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well. [I just chose not to sing in front of people]
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam. [eh]
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun .
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [NEVER!!!]
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.[I would if I had a computer in my room]
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate. [oh yeah!!!]
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.


Just something to occupy my time. Now onto uploading more pics from the summer.

As I am reminded that tonight at 8:30 I am to turn off my lights, it makes me wonder why is it just one day that we have to turn off the power for one day. Why not do it every day. I mean if you think about it, if we did it every day we wouldn't have to worry about doing it just one day. It'd be a habit, a good habit I might add.

The only problem for me...is I know my mom wouldn't do it so pretty much I would only be able to do what I can to save electricity...which is lock myself in my room with a flash light, and a book and read for a solid hour. It's not like I haven't been doing that the past week...because...well...I have.

Anyway, I have been reading a lot this week. I've read three very awesome books and I'd recommend them to anybody who loves a good story. The books are: "An Abundance Of Katherine's" by John Green, "13 Little Blue Envelopes" by Maureen Johnson(And no I am not just writing 13 because I'm to lazy to spell it out, that's how it is on the cover of the book.), and "Looking For Alaska" by John Green. I found all three to be very good. They kept my interest, and left me wanting more. I didn't want to put any of them down. Though in the case of An Abundance of Katherine's I had to wait till the weekend was over before I could finish. I Volunteered at Camp Awanita this past weekend and there was no time to even read a page (and trust me I tried!!). So if you are looking for a book that delivers a great story line and keeps you at the edge of the seat wondering what happens next I recommend all three.

Anyway like I said I went to Awanita, but I didn't just go for another volunteer weekend, it was also a interview weekend for anyone wanting to be summer staff. It was a great weekend, and it has gotten me excited for the summer. Only two more months. I should be getting the packet for everything about the summer in the mail either this coming up week or the week after that. I'm super excited. I'm hoping that I don't make the same mistake I did last summer and I can actually come away from it feeling like I did work for God.

Other than that I've been message bands to ask if I can play their music on my radio show BGCG Radio [link] , and researching for The New Rock Podcast, which we had to record early this wek due to Brandon's new job and the scheduling. I don't mind though. I do wish I would have known sooner, that way I could have gone to the CIPA Championships. oh well. At least I got to see the guards and winter line perform once this season.

That's pretty much it. Sorry for the run on sentences. I actually hate run-on sentences, but today it's the only way I could get my points across.

Earth Hour in T-minus one hour nine minutes. I better go take a shower now.

DFTBA
Best Wishes

I just figure out that I've been a member since 6/6/06 That's just freaky!!! And I didn't plan that at all...I'm satan spawn...jk jk lol.

Every time I go over to Jason's to record the podcast something new always happens. This week something big(at least to me) happened. So Jason and I recorded our stuff, and Todd and Tyler come over like normal. Todd and I started flirting like we normally do, but this week was different. I'm going to spare the details because I bet they are boring, but towards the end of the night he starts trying to tickle the inside of my arm. I try swating him away, but it doesn't work, so I just stop struggling. And he keeps rubbing my arm. So I decide to sit up, and he reaches for my hand, and for the rest of the night we hold hands. If that's not a sign he likes me then I don't know what is.

I sent him a message asking if he likes me at all, but I haven't gotten a reply yet. As the week goes by I'm starting to freak out and think that me sending the message was a huge mistake. I just keep thinking of all the bad that could happen, and I haven't once thought anything good.

Someone comfort me, and help me at least give me some advice.

So This past weekend was sort of eventful, but oh so fun!!!

Saturday of course I went to Jason's to record show number seven of the new rock podcast. This weeks show was cut short because I wanted to play Brandon(Todd) at Scrabble. Scrabble and really any puzzle game I'm really good at. I was hoping that I was good enough to beat Todd, but he gave me a run for my money. He beat me bad. I'm just really glad that I didn't bet anything on it...because I probably would have had to do something I wouldn't have wanted to do.

Anyway We hung out for a while after the game. I have now realized that I flirt way more than I thought I did. With constant flirting comes consequence. I flirt with Todd...a lot! Now I've grown quite fond of him, and now I kind of like him. It's not just me who flirts though. He does quite a lot of flirting back, and it is sending me so many mixed signals. I don't think I've ever had anyone flirt back, so it's quite a strange feeling. He's also 25...and I'm 20. I mean that's a huge gap. To be quite honest, I normally like guys either my age or a little bit younger, but I've never liked anyone older than me. So this is kind of new for me. He's a sweet guy, and I like hanging out with him. I just don't want to make it to where it's awkward when recording the podcast. I don't know. I guess I'll just have to see what happens as it comes.

Other than that I got my hair cut. I needed it, and I like it. I'll possibly post a picture of it sometime soon.